| Location | Bedford |
| Age | 39 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 16/12/1969 |
| Date of Death | 16/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 5,416 since 24/01/2009 |
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My dad -
we never really had much to do with each other
but despite that
now he's gone i just wish that i'd got to kno him
sure he was lazy stubborn smelly but hey thats my daddy and i wudn't change him any other way i just love him and i never really told him so daddy when you are reading this i want you to kno i love you so much and i jsut wish u were here so i cud whisper it in ur ear
i love you daddy
x
MY SON
Three years Son, sometimes it feels like it was yesterday, sometimes it feels like forever. I know they say time heals, maybe not enough of it has past yet because I don't feel any different since the day you went away. I have loved you from the moment you were born, and I will love you till I die and beyond. Heartbroken Mum. xxxx
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Happy Birthday Son
Well Jim, another year has gone, time is really flying down here, don't suppose it makes much difference to you, you will always be young.
Missing you never gets any easier Son, that will last till I get to be with you again, I hope you got my message on the lantern, but you can get in my head any time so you know my thoughts.
I love you Son, always have, always will, have a really Happy Birthday, miss you so much, Mum xxxxx
Happy Birthday Daddy xxx
Hi Daddy xxx
I wish you a wonderful Birthday today.
I love you lots and lots and lots and lots and lots, to the stars and back. Miss you very much and always do.
Love Kiera xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
JAMES SMITH
DECEMBER 16, 2011
BIRTHDAY BLESSINGS
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CATCH MY BALLOON
These balloons may be filled with air,
But there is more than that in there.
Because all my love and kisses too,
Is what's inside that I'm sending to you.
So catch it when you see it go by,
Floating up into the sky,
Gently rising to Heaven above,
To my Special Angel, carrying all my love.
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i need you!!
it been a long time since i wrote on here dad but you know i talk to you everyday and there aint a min that goes by without me thinking of you in everything that i do all ive ever wanted off you is for you to be proud of me, its beeen one of them times again dad and your not here since you have gone ive felt alone you the only one who understood me and never turned me away no matter how bad things were of what id done, without you im nothing i cant do the normal thing people can noone gets how i feel apart from you and you can never telll me it will be ok again, im nothing but a disapoinment to mum and i can see it in her eyes when she looks at me she hates me and theres nothing i can do about it, im not catherine, and i can never be her. your the only one who ever loved me for me. ive tried with mum and all i seem to do is hurt her and i dont want to do that. you dont understand what you have done dad the day you left was the day my life was over!! i cant keep holdin on its a massive fight every day just to wake up all i want to do is be with you! the pain is becoming overwelming and to hard to controll and to be fair i dont want to fight anymore i am ready to give up!!!!!!!! i really am ready dad i want and will be with you it will be better for everyone then they all get what they want no more upset, hurt or disapointment form me its a win win sutuation.
i love you all the smarties in the world and always will see you soon daddy have a jack and coke waiting for me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I miss you as I awaken
To face each brand new day.
I miss you as the sun goes down
And quietly slips away.
And then as night-time falls,
My thoughts are all of you~
You are with me every moment
In everything I do.
The ache that's in my heart
Brings with it so much pain
And I know it will never go
Until you're in my arms again
2 years - My Daddy
second year without you.. gets harder by the month,
had a terrible dream about you last night -_-
scaryyyy.. i still love you and miss you loads..
i sit at night with grandads watch thinking about balamory
and it feels like your both here with me
ollies with me this year, you really would love him.. he's so strong for me when im weak and he helps me out so much
i love you daddy xxx
MY SON
You never said I'm leaving,
You never said goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why,
A million times I've needed you,
A million times I've cried,
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone,
For part of me went with you,
The day God called you home.
Miss you Son xxxxx Mum.
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